Unanswered Questions

So many times I've felt like breaking down and crying, the pain proving to be too much for me. To fight something physically holds nothing against a mental war. The realisation that holding everything inside is slowly destroying you and the decent relationships you have left is alarming yes; but not enough. Not enough to make you wanna surrender the only thing you seem to have left. Your sanity. So you keep it within, your problem, your solution right? 

Wrong. Cause when the tide is high and the issues mount up, your unravelling, loosing your cool, slipping up, your guard is down, your vulnerable; who do you turn to? When your problem are uncountable and the solutions unattainable, who do you turn to? Where do you turn to? When it's proven to be too much.